Is there anything I can do for you dear? Is there anyone I could call? No, and thank you, please madam, I ain't lost, just wandering

Came home today after what can be described as a SHITTY day. Gosh! I'm sick of having terrible days! It's like I'm not good at ANYTHING! I'm sick of it! I'm so tired of trying, of making a huge effort to be good at something and fail every single time!

This is a place where I don't feel alone

This is a place that I call my home...
My best friend took this picture... it may not be too much for some people but to me it means a lot! It reminds me of everything I miss, my home, my friends, my family, the weather.. my hometown! It's really funny how I really wanted to get out of that place, I felt like I didn't fit, like I didn't belong. But now looking back I've realized that those were the BEST years of my life. Yeah sure here I have fun and I'm always meeting new people, but nothing compares to your REAL HOME.

Cause I am.., I'm the fury in your head

This is EXACTLY how I feel. It's just so fking frustrating that even though I'm good in a million other stuff there's always some other fking thing were I always have to fail.. I just.. I just had enough for now.

I'm the ghost in the back of your head

I'm thankful for..

Happy Thanksgiving! Even though I don't celebrate it cuz I'm not American I've always wanted to! I've eaten turkey but I've always wanted to try the pumpking pie and the cranberrie sauce! So lets hope the day comes when someone invites me to a Thanksgiving dinner! Till then enjoy eating like crazy my friends!

Shoot me now mister cuz I don't have anything worth living for..

So on Monday my entire college life will get to a crossroad... I have my accounting exam and well, let's put it this way: IM SCREWED! But I need to give myself some credit cuz I'm working my ass off studyng every single day so I can pass the semester. Anyway I'll make sure to tell you if all the effort was worth. Let's hope it is!

Too late.. it's too damn late.

Life's a party...

so have fun and get drunk!

Lo que daría por no creer en cuentos de hadas...

-¡No hay peor ciego que el que no quiere ver!-
No querias, pero alcanzas a escuchar la frase gritada
mientras cierras la puerta, y menos que ojos, en ese
momento desearías no tener oídos. Ahora no podrás
sacarte de la cabeza la amonestación (advertencia,
acaso) omnisapiente y omnividente, pero ¡¿qué es lo
que hay que ver?!

Para ahuyentar la sensación de que todos observan lo
que tú no, cierras los ojos y miras para adentro, como
si de ese modo tu sensibilidad se afinara y pudieras
percibir la mancha de tizne, no en tu frente, sino ahí,
en tu corazón, a la vista de todos.

Loneliness what would I do without you dear old friend?

And she has chosen to believe
that she isn't alone
that someone loves her
even if she doesn't see it
she knows it
even if that person is away
she has chosen to believe
because the thought of it makes her
feel safe stronger, better, alive.
she has chosen to believe
that there is light
that the night has an ending
that the darkness will dissapear
And that her sorrow will end
She has chosen to believe
that eventually everything will be okay
that she will find her other half
and that she will finally believe.

Hello, I'm in love with you sir

So I'm still trying to figure out this thing but I just wanted to tell you all welcome! I hope I don't overwhelm you with all my winning about my life and my problems.. but lets hope thats not all I post! and if it is please do tell me about it!

I just wanted a place where I could put everything that's on my mind.. sometimes a girl can get really lonely and my mind usually gets filled with tons of thoughts so what's better than writting about it?

So bare with me please! Also I tend to write in english even though it's not my first language. But sometimes there are stuff that can't be explained in english so I'll put them in spanish.

Will be posting very soon..